What did you do?
I did everything.
Like what?
I had sex with other girls. I did everything.
We met in school. We met in college.
Um, we met in class.
And you really didn't like me.
No, I didn't like you at first.
A couple years later we moved into, like, the same apartment complex.
And the first day we both moved there we, like,
met on the elevator again
and it was like a reunion.
And then you offered to bring my groceries upstairs.
And, um, yeah we spent a lot of time together.
Like...
every day.
I would say that you were my best friend.
Yeah.
Me too.
I would go through his phone
and I would, like, see text messages
or like, pictures
of girls.
And then I would ask him about it.
And sometimes you would lie.
And just say like, "Oh, that's not true."
"You don't know what you're talking about."
And you said, like, "Oh, I'll stop."
But then you didn't.
One time, I went to his room
and he had someone else in his room.
And he told me to leave.
And I went back to my room
and I just cried.
Like, the whole night.
*Deep breath*
And then I think I went like,
a little while without talking to you.
And then you said something like,
"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm not going to do it again."
There was kind of a point where
things weren't the same.
What do you mean?
Just, like, you would always go through my phone.
Or my computer.
Yeah.
I didn't trust you.
If you would go to that measure
to I don't...to find whatever
why wouldn't you just...
leave?
I don't know. I think I was, like, stupid.
How many times did you cheat on me?
I...I...I....
I don't know.
If you had to say.
I...I wasn't counting.
It had more to do
with me just not being able to commit.
Why not?
Because I didn't...
At the time, I really... I didn't want to.
I think just sometimes
we're... we're just... we're not on the same page.
Yeah.
I think that's true.
There's nothing that you could have done differently
that I think would have prevented it.
I think that you did everything that you needed to do
to be a good girlfriend.
And...
I was lucky to have someone like you.
I don't think you're a bad guy
because you cheated. I...
I...
forgave you.
Why?
Because you're my best friend.
But it was hard.
I think we're like...
in the first stage
of moving on.
Yeah.
I think...
we've both kind of accepted for the first time
that it's really over.
I couldn't, like, today I couldn't see, like,
my life without you.
But...
I don't know.
I feel like you hurt me a lot, so.
I feel like you abandoned me.
I apologize for hurting you.
And...
I hope in the future
we can remain good friends.
And I get a chance to see you grow
into the woman that you're becoming.